Aaaaaaaaah!!!!! I really thought about this for days without end and I still haven’t found the right words to put out here,for me it’s a disaster living in Nigeria,like many other who are apparently in my shoes and feeling the pinch,this country feels like a ticking bomb waiting to explode,I can’t even begin to write about my feelings, I’m not even talking about rich/elite Nigerians, I’m sort of sure they have it going well for them ☺️☺️☺️
Every morning I wake up angry like why am I still here??? Wtf am I stressing myself like this?? Why am I not getting it?? Almost 70% of people in this shithole are filled with bad intentions whether directly or indirectly, people are mean to each other and yes we act like everything is so okay and behave like we are happy, we are so used to the harsh condition of living,we are very docile like a snake that just finished it’s dinner and just waiting for the next meal to crawl by, I don’t get mad anymore about what goes on in the news because I get deeply depressed and if I die of depression,my mom will just bury me and mourn but nobody will definitely give a rat’s ass..
Sometimes I think we are just a different breed of people,maybe we were cursed as a people and there’s no way for redemption, who gets comfortable with their chains??? I really don’t understand, maybe I’ll never understand, what do I know??? I’m just here ranting and getting worked up over the foolishness of people, when Nigerians are pushed to the wall,they don’t fight back, they only break the wall and keep moving..
It’s still lockdown,I’ll need to go watch some Korean dramas and movies just to keep my head out of the thick dark clouds hovering over my people, and probably think of way out, I’m done ranting 😂😂😂😂😂😂
Stay safe and healthy 💋💋💋💋💋